"I don't feel sorry for myself, cuz you bully me. I feel sorry for you, for having to waste ur time on me."- me

"Depression isn't sadness on another level. depression is a beast, a black hole that's eating us from the inside. and when it eats us... we just leave the world by ourselves"- me

"they ask me 'why are you so quiet?' 'cause I'm thinking. 'cause I like thinking. 'cause in my mind people actually care about me, I can imagine them doing something in my memory after I die. in real life they don't even notice I exist."- me

"if u ask me 'what is friendship?' i'd answer you 'school.' 'cause every friendship I had was just so I would be checking other people's school work."- me

"you can bully me, you can shout at me, you can call me a nerd. at least you'll let the anger out. my problems had already grown so big, they can't grow bigger, so, why don't use me as a human with no heart and feelings?" - me

"I can be brave. I am brave. I can be angry. I am angry. I can be sad. I am sad. but I can't be happy and I won't be happy, 'cause I can't show my bravery, my anger, my sadness. 'cause if I show it you will find something bad in it, you will tease me for it, you will bully me for it. so I just can't be happy. 'cause happy hurts when it's fake happy and for me- happy is only fake happy."- me