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Too Much and Not Enough
Maybe I'm too much,
too loud in the silence,
too many feelings
in a body that's already tired of it all.
And maybe I'm not enough,
never quite enough to matter.
Maybe your gaze weighs more
than everything I've ever given.
Because of you, "friend",
I get panic attacks,
trust shattered
like glass that never fits the same again.
Why is it so easy to break a heart?
Why does it hurt for things I didn’t even do?
I say sorry for mistakes
that don’t even belong to me.
I wear a smile, every day,
because it's easier that way.
People think I’m happy
just because I’m not crying in front of them.
But it’s a mask.
My quiet defense.
I get straight A’s,
but they don’t grade souls.
Once you build this image of success,
you’re not allowed to fall.
If you break, you’re “dramatic.”
If it hurts, you’re “too sensitive.”
If you’re quiet, you’re “cold.”
If you speak, you’re “too much.”
Maybe I really am all that.
Too much. Not enough.
But still — I’m me.
Too Much and Not Enough
Maybe I'm too much,
too loud in the silence,
too many feelings
in a body that's already tired of it all.
And maybe I'm not enough,
never quite enough to matter.
Maybe your gaze weighs more
than everything I've ever given.
Because of you, "friend",
I get panic attacks,
trust shattered
like glass that never fits the same again.
Why is it so easy to break a heart?
Why does it hurt for things I didn’t even do?
I say sorry for mistakes
that don’t even belong to me.
I wear a smile, every day,
because it's easier that way.
People think I’m happy
just because I’m not crying in front of them.
But it’s a mask.
My quiet defense.
I get straight A’s,
but they don’t grade souls.
Once you build this image of success,
you’re not allowed to fall.
If you break, you’re “dramatic.”
If it hurts, you’re “too sensitive.”
If you’re quiet, you’re “cold.”
If you speak, you’re “too much.”
Maybe I really am all that.
Too much. Not enough.
But still — I’m me.
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Men so ful všeč te tvoji poemi, ker opisujejo težave, s katerimi se veliko ljudi lahko poistoveti in so res deep misli, tko lovam.:heart::heart::heart:
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Moj odgovor:
JagodnaTortica
potrebuje pomoč ali nasvet v
Svetovalnica
Awkward
Živjo!
Js mam problem in sicer sem ful awkward. Stara sem skoraj 17 let in sem 2. letnik srednje šole. Imam nekaj close frendic ampak tud z njimi pogosto postanem shy in tiha čeprav se poznamo že več let. Js sploh nevem kaj narest ker mi gre res na živce da kr naenkrat moji možgani zamrznejo in ne morejo tvorit niti ene povedi in res bi rada šla iz svoje cone udobja in spoznala nove ljudi. Zdi se mi da sem tok awkward ker sem bila bullied celo osnovno šolo in sem bila tudi depresivna. Ima kdo kakšen nasvet kako bi lahko to premagala?
Js mam problem in sicer sem ful awkward. Stara sem skoraj 17 let in sem 2. letnik srednje šole. Imam nekaj close frendic ampak tud z njimi pogosto postanem shy in tiha čeprav se poznamo že več let. Js sploh nevem kaj narest ker mi gre res na živce da kr naenkrat moji možgani zamrznejo in ne morejo tvorit niti ene povedi in res bi rada šla iz svoje cone udobja in spoznala nove ljudi. Zdi se mi da sem tok awkward ker sem bila bullied celo osnovno šolo in sem bila tudi depresivna. Ima kdo kakšen nasvet kako bi lahko to premagala?
