Silence
I close my eyes....silence.
The dark space in my mind where the thoughts are supposed to be.silent.empty.
I open my eyes.....silence.
The house, the home thats supposed to be screaming around me, at me even, with happines. silent.empty.
I go outside...silence.
The life that surounds me...silent.
The happy memories died, making space for new, not so happy ones.
Do i speak? No i am silent. At this point, I am silence itself. My mind-silent. My house-silent. My life-silent. No thoughts, no memories.
Just an empty shell with a beating heart struggling to find something worth it.
Am i right to be silent? To not speak at all?
And I just listen to myself disapearing into the empty space called my mind.
Where even the loudest of voices are quieted down.
Silenced.